Life really sucks right now. My fiancee' is headed off to college this July...the beginning of July actually. I won't be seeing him for four months at a time and only have two weeks to see him then, he'll be gone to Georgia for three years. I dunno what I am gonna do without him. He's my everything and I'll miss and worry about him dreadfully. Not really looking forward to accompanying him to his dorm in a months time, look out tissue box, here I come! His mom has already put together boxes of stuff that he will need while living in his dorm, it's really starting to kick in now. I'll just see what I can do to keep my mind occupied. On top of this, I have been extremely bitchy at him for the past four days because he has some friends that are girls that he goes to School of Tech with. I freaked out like a Banshee on a killing spree going so far as to cussing him out right in front of his mom. It took a whole day just to get to talking again, even then he still wouldn't take everything as okay. I apologized so many times, still don't think I did enough, my heart is still torn to pieces and I am sitting here now with my nerves going all to hell because I am afraid I have pushed him too far and pushed him away without meaning to for the last time. I am scared to death he will leave me because I have severe jealousy and worry issues. I don't want to lose him.....

And, on a final note...this site has wrongfully deleted two of my Aurikku's because of "Sexual Content", "Nudity" or something of that sort. HELLOOOOOOO!!! That's what this site has "Mature Content" warnings for!!! I don't understand how some of these people can post pictures of THEIR own BODY PARTS, or other peoples' and not get criticized for it. So therefore I send whoever sent in a complaint about my art and those who deleted it a great big FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!

Thank you, that is all!